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I am here mostly because of Mom's arm-twisting. :unimpressed:

Remember how Mom came to visit me in Brockport around Halloween? Well, we had fun while she was there: we saw waterfalls (including Niagara Falls, of course!), historical sites (including Jamestown with your famous Indian princess, Pocahontas and Revolutionary War), and Washington D.C. (we even visited one of my old colleges, Gallaudet University, BTW.) We also stayed with my youngest brother and his bride-to-be at their beautiful apartment (there is even a pasture right next door where we could see real horses grazing outside) and THEN a fancy hotel in the D.C. area, where we enjoyed fine dining at one of its elegant restaurants.

Mom bought me a few T-shirts at the gift shops. Mom bought me a whole bunch of new blankets and clothes that includes a snow-white parka with a furry hood. Mom bought me tons of toilet paper, soap, and shampoo. Mom bought me enough food to keep a school cafeteria stacked for A WHOLE MONTH. (In fact, I managed to choke down the very last of beef stew before I had to hurry out and catch the flight to California just last week.) And Mom even bought dinners at the local restaurants EVEN THOUGH I WANTED to buy them FOR HER in the first place! And I never asked for any of that, BTW.

Not only that; Mom also insisted on helping me around the apartment - almost to the point of bullying. And she also did stuff around my place without my personal permission - like forcing a HUGE package of toilet paper rolls and all cleaning fluids into the tiny cabinet under my bathroom sink. Well, she's supposed to be my guest. :roll: 

Then Mom asked if I'm ever coming back to California. And counted out how much BETTER California is than New York is. And how worried she is about me being cold in New York during winter. And how she wanted me close enough for her to help me. And how I can have any pet if I want - if I return completely to California. And how willing she is to drive her SUV all the way to help me move EVERYTHING back to California. Finally, she lost her cool, SCREAMING at me through her tears about how I am living so miserably, that I am risking my own health, how COLD it is in New York, blah, blah, blah. :P (I want to continue living in NY for another decade, FYI.)

Not only that; she even got me to buy an airlines ticket to California this December - in spite of the fact I do not want to see my family ever again (and I was still angry with the father for destroying my work on the computer, BTW.)

I actually - and originally - AGREED to this arrangement to stay with my family for MORE THAN A YEAR because I would finally have a clean and safe place to work on my cartoons (I have NOT drawn anything decent in almost two years because of my personal problems with sleep, money, and comfort as well as epic stuff happening to me in my little apartment from things breaking or malfunctioning to BIG ANTS crawling everywhere in summer to my needing new things from SHOES to utility shelves to hold my stuff now that I have so little space left.) Not only that; I will finally have a chance to buy my own car! (I have NOT used my valid driver's license in years, BTW.)

Needless to say, I wrote Mom a long, stern private message on Facebook after she left, complaining about the way she had been treating me (like I'm a helpless little girl with no rights or mind of her own) and she thanked me for telling her how I feel. Good. Now I will not be forced to hug a father who had actually tried to destroy my future more than a few times.

Anyway, I was supposed to clean up my little apartment and prepare it for my LONG period of absence, but I ran into a couple of problems. First, my apartment is now extremely difficult to finish up because it is so small and has too many things in it (and some of the stuff needs washing now!) Not only that; Mom's well-meaning intentions made it even worse by putting away mountains of food and NEW things she got me ALL OVER THE WHOLE PLACE! Now it's virtually hopeless! ^^;

I not only have so many things weighing down everything I own; there's ALSO loads and loads and loads of fresh food for me to FINISH before I leave for California - and I had less than a month left to do that! 

In fact, I have gained about 10 pounds because of that. :hmm: 

Luckily, I am free to cancel the impending flight if necessary - and Mom is actually willing to accept that, too. I was literally force-feeding myself chicken and barbecue beef tacos with mixed vegetables in place of lettuce, which I didn't have available and struggling so bad to FINISH my haunted little apartment.

Finally, I have decided I will stay with the family ONLY for the holidays and then return to wrap up my apartment and pack enough cartooning work to see me through more than a year BEFORE I go back to California for a much longer term. And I have taken along only a big carry-on bag instead of using a huge luggage if I WANT to pack my lightbox, projects, fanart, and everything else. :O (Know what else? Mom even bought me a couple of EXPENSIVE baggage for the very flight, BTW!)

I just can't believe I have been digging my own grave lately. :depressed:

That is exactly why Mom wants me to live with her for awhile; I told her that I am going to give up my dream as a cartoonist forever.

Perhaps Mom is so pushy I LEFT the family in California almost 12 years ago to begin with, but now it seems to be all my own fault. 

I guess I suck as a human being and Mom has enough kindness and wealth to crush me forever. :(
The series will be gone by November 1st, so I decided to cancel Netflix out of frustration. 

Maybe I get it back? But after the holidays and my birthday, of course. :roll:
And she will stay with me for longer than a week around Halloween. We're also traveling by car (we will visit New York City, Niagara Falls, and MAYBE Boston and Washington D.C. as well as my brother, who now lives with his bride in Virginia.)

I have lots to do, too. ^^;

Not only that; the toilet seat is broken and I have to go to the bathroom outside the home (like the fitness club close to where I live) for awhile because of that.

So I am going to ask someone who works around the apartment to fix it as well as the door (its lock doesn't work so well anymore, I'm afraid.)

And I will try to return to drawing regularly for DA as soon as possible, too.
Crunchyroll has that classic old anime. :) (So does Youtube, I believe!)

The original manga was first created in early 1970s and it featured beautiful-looking characters with VERY sparkly eyes (this style was typical of the period, too.) The young heroine is also a dashing gender bender (her father had wanted a son very badly, BTW) who seemed to charm a wide-eyed young princess (the one who would one day infamously say, "Let them eat cake!" and literally lose her head as a result.) "Revolutionary Girl Utena" with the girl acting like a handsome, gallant prince may have been inspired by this old manga story IMHO.

Oh, and the anime itself is not exactly new; it is from early 1980s with its old-school style, of course. :aww: (The very kind where the characters actually look and act MORE like young adults than young CHILDREN like today.)

(Watching the first episode on Crunchyroll right now.) 
My apartment is almost finished! (Have to file away all the paperwork; I may have to buy new folders because I am now getting stuff in the mail that are the size of TELEPHONE BOOKS. :roll: )

I also fought sneezing allergies that would use up HALF of my precious toilet paper and I have to wash shirts that I have not worn in ages AGAIN before I iron and hang them up in the closet. Not to mention the fact my brother and his new bride almost swung by for a visit on their way to Virginia to start a new life (they didn't have enough time, though.) ^^;

But good news...I finally cleared stuff off my inks and other art supplies, so I will be preparing to go back to drawing and entertaining all of you like I used to in the past. :)
I am here mostly because of Mom's arm-twisting. :unimpressed:

Remember how Mom came to visit me in Brockport around Halloween? Well, we had fun while she was there: we saw waterfalls (including Niagara Falls, of course!), historical sites (including Jamestown with your famous Indian princess, Pocahontas and Revolutionary War), and Washington D.C. (we even visited one of my old colleges, Gallaudet University, BTW.) We also stayed with my youngest brother and his bride-to-be at their beautiful apartment (there is even a pasture right next door where we could see real horses grazing outside) and THEN a fancy hotel in the D.C. area, where we enjoyed fine dining at one of its elegant restaurants.

Mom bought me a few T-shirts at the gift shops. Mom bought me a whole bunch of new blankets and clothes that includes a snow-white parka with a furry hood. Mom bought me tons of toilet paper, soap, and shampoo. Mom bought me enough food to keep a school cafeteria stacked for A WHOLE MONTH. (In fact, I managed to choke down the very last of beef stew before I had to hurry out and catch the flight to California just last week.) And Mom even bought dinners at the local restaurants EVEN THOUGH I WANTED to buy them FOR HER in the first place! And I never asked for any of that, BTW.

Not only that; Mom also insisted on helping me around the apartment - almost to the point of bullying. And she also did stuff around my place without my personal permission - like forcing a HUGE package of toilet paper rolls and all cleaning fluids into the tiny cabinet under my bathroom sink. Well, she's supposed to be my guest. :roll: 

Then Mom asked if I'm ever coming back to California. And counted out how much BETTER California is than New York is. And how worried she is about me being cold in New York during winter. And how she wanted me close enough for her to help me. And how I can have any pet if I want - if I return completely to California. And how willing she is to drive her SUV all the way to help me move EVERYTHING back to California. Finally, she lost her cool, SCREAMING at me through her tears about how I am living so miserably, that I am risking my own health, how COLD it is in New York, blah, blah, blah. :P (I want to continue living in NY for another decade, FYI.)

Not only that; she even got me to buy an airlines ticket to California this December - in spite of the fact I do not want to see my family ever again (and I was still angry with the father for destroying my work on the computer, BTW.)

I actually - and originally - AGREED to this arrangement to stay with my family for MORE THAN A YEAR because I would finally have a clean and safe place to work on my cartoons (I have NOT drawn anything decent in almost two years because of my personal problems with sleep, money, and comfort as well as epic stuff happening to me in my little apartment from things breaking or malfunctioning to BIG ANTS crawling everywhere in summer to my needing new things from SHOES to utility shelves to hold my stuff now that I have so little space left.) Not only that; I will finally have a chance to buy my own car! (I have NOT used my valid driver's license in years, BTW.)

Needless to say, I wrote Mom a long, stern private message on Facebook after she left, complaining about the way she had been treating me (like I'm a helpless little girl with no rights or mind of her own) and she thanked me for telling her how I feel. Good. Now I will not be forced to hug a father who had actually tried to destroy my future more than a few times.

Anyway, I was supposed to clean up my little apartment and prepare it for my LONG period of absence, but I ran into a couple of problems. First, my apartment is now extremely difficult to finish up because it is so small and has too many things in it (and some of the stuff needs washing now!) Not only that; Mom's well-meaning intentions made it even worse by putting away mountains of food and NEW things she got me ALL OVER THE WHOLE PLACE! Now it's virtually hopeless! ^^;

I not only have so many things weighing down everything I own; there's ALSO loads and loads and loads of fresh food for me to FINISH before I leave for California - and I had less than a month left to do that! 

In fact, I have gained about 10 pounds because of that. :hmm: 

Luckily, I am free to cancel the impending flight if necessary - and Mom is actually willing to accept that, too. I was literally force-feeding myself chicken and barbecue beef tacos with mixed vegetables in place of lettuce, which I didn't have available and struggling so bad to FINISH my haunted little apartment.

Finally, I have decided I will stay with the family ONLY for the holidays and then return to wrap up my apartment and pack enough cartooning work to see me through more than a year BEFORE I go back to California for a much longer term. And I have taken along only a big carry-on bag instead of using a huge luggage if I WANT to pack my lightbox, projects, fanart, and everything else. :O (Know what else? Mom even bought me a couple of EXPENSIVE baggage for the very flight, BTW!)

I just can't believe I have been digging my own grave lately. :depressed:

That is exactly why Mom wants me to live with her for awhile; I told her that I am going to give up my dream as a cartoonist forever.

Perhaps Mom is so pushy I LEFT the family in California almost 12 years ago to begin with, but now it seems to be all my own fault. 

I guess I suck as a human being and Mom has enough kindness and wealth to crush me forever. :(

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blackhellcat
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Shell of choice: Something that you can listen to the sea inside.
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Favourite cartoon character: Woody Woodpecker, Transformers, PPGs, Piccolo, Tom Cat, Mickey Mouse, and Jessica Rabbit.
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Devicorn Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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DoraemonFan4Life Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
why did you ask me if im a boy or a girl
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Lordwormm Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2016  Hobbyist
I really appreciate the Toon Heroes favorite! :)
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RoboMommy Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! :wave: *hug*
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blackhellcat Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2016  Professional General Artist
Hi, how are you? ^_^
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RoboMommy Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Not too bad, improving. ^_^ You?

I was looking at your Astoria & Powerglide picture, with a fuming Moonracer xD
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blackhellcat Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2016  Professional General Artist
Sorry I took awhile to get back to you...

Very busy trying to get my life back together (not too easy, though.)

And I also want to get back to DA regularly, too. :)
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21JumboStreet Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2016
I'm just wondering if you could draw Raimundo from Xiaolin Showdown with Jin from Avatar The Last Airbender.

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This is a request BTW
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21JumboStreet Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2016
I'm just wondering if you could draw Raimundo from Xiaolin Showdown with Jin from Avatar The Last Airbender.

images2.fanpop.com/image/photo…

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This is a request BTW
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Emeowrald Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2016
Thank you for the fave. 
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